So i hate being friends with guys. things get very confusing if you start to like them. i wonder sometimes what would of happened if we had dated first and then become friends. would we still have the friendship that we have w/o dating and just being friends? what would happen if we were friends and then we dated/ would if ruin everthing we won in our friendship? But then i think what would we e missing if we didn't take the chance???

tell me what you think!

Ii now have myspace so check it out it's www.myspace.com/KCHottie250 and tell me what you think.

so do you ever feel like your friends are all you have?like your family plays favorite with your othe siblings. do you ever feel like this hole your in is too deep and you will never get out of it? do you ever think that when people tell you that, you can do anything you put your mind to, is all a big lie?

HEY NOT TO FREAK EVERYONE OUT OF ANYTHING BUT I WAS IN A MINER CAR ACCIDENT ON FRIDAY NIGHT ON OUR WAY TO PUT AND STUFF FOR THIS CHURCH THING. IT WAS (DRIVING) Aleta Ray, (passenger seat) Casey Moore, (back driver) abbie faust, (middle) ME, (back passenger) kara baker
It was nothing big just a fender bender. so aletas car has a dent in it now but other than that everything is ok. Abbie was having some neck problems but she was having those before and Aleta is having some shoulder problems but it's not broken or anything casey and kara are fine and I am having some rib problems but other than that nothing is too big for the hospital. any ways on a happier note CHURCH CAMP is tomorrow and I am really excited. I' will be back on Saturday so leave me many comments so when I get back I feel loved on
if anyone has too talk call my cell I will have it with me if I don't answer I will cal you back I promise so i will talk to y'all later ok
love always!!!!

so work camp was amazing.
I had a lot of fun and met a lot of great people that have some to be great friends.
I had a few bad times but more good ones than bad.
the house that my crew painted was a lot of fun.
we painted it a green color and I think it turned out great.
by the first day on the job my whole crew was friends.
It was great.
if anyone didn't go you have to go next year b/c it is a live changing event.
the part that touched me the most was when I saw Michael Stevens.
I haven't met him but I feel like I know him.
I was so happy to see that he was there and maybe next year he will be back up walking around and helping all of us paint house. 
 That is my prayer for him and I pray it comes true.
well that's about it for now.
so I think I'm going to get off of here (I'll still be up but I'm done writing) so talk to some of you tomorrow.

PS feel free to call me at anytime before 12:00 am tonight and tomorrow anytime I might no answer B/c I'm going to alive so I will call you back I promise
love everyone